"OK,"saidMariannar🚧🕰esignedly,"Youdon’thavetothankme.Youwashmydwearequits.Getupyourdsandwidgooutthereandgathermaterialforyourdreams."
Afterthesplendidbreakfast,heputonhisnewshirtandshoeswhichhehadretrievedfromthegarbagethedaybefore,ahatlifeingeneralwasfineindeed.Sopushinghiscartinfrontofhim,hewentoutintotheworld."IwonderwhatI’llfindtodaytoweaveintomydreams”hethought.Everydaywasfreshaohim.Hehadafeelingofexpecy,likeachildgoingtoDis🐼🅏🅤neyrolledaimlesslyaround,assers-byhurryingtowardstheirdestinations."Whyaretheyinsuchahurry?"hewondered."Lifeshouldbepcid,tobeenjoyed,notsohurried...”Thedaypassedwithouthisseeinganythingoutoftheordinary.Dimitriwasdisappointed."Uh-uh,nomaterialformydreamstonight.It’sgettingte."Justthen,hesawanoldcouplewalkinghand-in-hand,takingtheireveningstroll.Theingtired.theysatontheparkbench.
"Honey”saidtheoldmantohiswife,”😀♽Sonnyboywrotetousyesterday,asking🐎ustogototheirpceforChristmas.He’sagoodboy."
"Youknow,darling,"hiswifereplied,"notonlyoursooo,hasinvitedusforChristmas.Theyar🄛♸🍍ebothgoodchildren,butwhichpceshouldwegoto?”Simpleasthesewordswere,Dimitricouldseelove,happiranquillityandasenseofprideofhavingmadesomethingoutoftheirlives.Theirlife,theirlovewaslikeabarrelofwine,whichhavingbeenbrewedawholelifetime,wasnowperfedfittodrioodrockstill,deeplyimpressedbytheoldcouplebeforehim.
“Therewassomething🚧🕰worthwhileinthislife☜afterall,”hethought🝀🟔.
DimitriwasavagabondwithmorethaiwasteandtoofarawayfromMarianna’srestauranttogetsomethi,sohedecidedtofindoneofhisnumerousrestingpdturnin.Helookedaround.Thepcewouldbetheabandonedsewer,hedecided.Itwasthehuntinggroundofprostitutes,theirpimps,drugdealersandtheirers.B🝌utthesewerenothingtoDimitri.Whenhecametothesewer,hegathereduphisstybelongingsfromthecartwhichheleftagainstthewall,thenpullingupthelidoftheman-hole,hesteppedgingerlydownthenarrowdder.Hehadn’tusedthispceforafewmonthsnowandwasn’tasfamiliarwithitasheusedtobe.Inthedark,hisfoottouchedsomethingsoftandwarm.Itwasamoaninghumanbody.
Dimitrilithiskeroseoveandsawayounggirl,no🈺o☳lderthanfifteen,curledupinaheapo🀺🁷ntheground,withtearsandnasalmucusalloverherface.Shewasmoaningandshiveringuntrolbly.
"AreyouOK?"heaskedbendingov🚭🖧🕁er🜽🇦her.
"Twenty...twenty...twentydolrs..."shebeggedinahoarseandalmostindistinguishablevoice.Dimitrikhatshemustbeanad👩dientedbyherneedfs.Hesearchedthroughhispockets,foundadolrhereadolrthere,anotherfromhissocks,untilhegotsomethinglikefifteendolrsandgavethemtoher.Thegirl’slusterlesseyeslitupasshegrabbedthemledupthes🝶🏬tepsandsaid,"I’llberightback.”ItwasthenthatDimitrisawshewascrippledandwalked.
Aftershehadl🁉🄁eft,Dimitrispreadouthissleepingbagandpreparedtos🅀leep.Thegirlwasbalessthantenminutes.Shewasnormalnowandwasnolongershivering🛷♚.
"Doyouhaveanymorem🚧🕰oney?Giv🅳ethemtomeandy⛤ouhaveyourwaywithme...Ihemoney.”
"What’syourname?"
"Shei."
"Howoldareyou?"
"🅐🅯Idon’tknow.Fiftee🚧🕰ntosixteen,Isuppose.Igrewupinfosterhomes."Dimitriwaoaskmore,butSheiinterrupted,"D’youhaveanymoremoney?I’llsellyoumybody.Doyouwantme?"
"OfcourseIdo.I’maman.🕁ButIdon’thaveanym☜oremoney”.
Shebowedherheadinsilence.Dimitrilookedather.Shewasiful,butnotpih🐎er,justanaveragegirlindirtybluejeans,T-shirtandajacket.Washedanddressedupshecouldevee.
"Howlonghaveyoubeenatth🖛📖i🝀sbusiness?"
"W🍺🍇hydoyoua🄃🞇sk?Youhavenomoney”.
"WhatIjustgaveyouwasallIhad.Iwasn’twillingtospendito👔🈢⛩nfoodformyself,butIgaveitalltoyoutogetdrugs."
"I’lldowhat🉢e🁉🄁veryouwis🕁htopayyouback."
"IneedyoubutIwon’ttakey🖛📖o🝀u."
"Whynot?Aren’tyouaman?Isn’tthatwhatallmen🈺want?"
"IfIhadpickedyouuporeet,Iwouldn’thavehesitated;butasitis,Igaveyouthemoosaveyony.IfItookyounow,Iwouldbeabrutepreyingonyourvulnerabi🖑lities.Shei,therearealotofthiweenamanandawomanbesidessex.Forinstance,love,affe,friendship...butbecauseofyoursurroundingandcircumstancesyouwouldn’tuand."
"That’siing.Ihavebe🕏endoingt🚭🖧🕁hissincemyearlyteens”.